I feel jealousy as they do, I can just step outside of it. I'm confused. Was I taught these emotions? Do they come from within? Are they protecting me? Should I accept them? And what of the causes? It's not like I can stop them, whatever I do they might happen whether I know or not. And how do I cope with the double standard? I do the same, or did, sometimes, but almost surely want to always.
And it'll be over soon. What am I building? Am I building? What was created? What was trained? For what? A better "might-be" somewhere?
I have a feeling... there's nothing there, before and now are the same.
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