(Un)believable

Yes. Believable because when you believe in something it becomes Truth. I said and felt and really believed that "everything will be okay," and I saw it everywhere and I carried it with me, and the world reshuffled itself slightly so that it would be so, and everything was and will be. • The journey is over, now to let the lessons learned ferment, szanuj proces. I'll be following the Flow, even now that the stream has reached the dam. An addict or fool might jump the wall thinking it the way forward, but I know that now Forwards is stillness, Movement is weaving the chrysalis. Does the silkworm even know why he weaves it or what he'll become? I doubt it. • It's still hard to believe that it worked out as I had wished. Again, O Intuition, I am your willing slave. Against all odds, perhaps even not, perhaps with all the odds in favor, (you can never really know), I am loved, I am accepted back, my foolishness is pardoned. She has grown, I like to think that my absence, though it had its share of selfish reasons, allowed her to continue blossoming towards who she is now, as I also needed. • The Prince will come back as well, and all these nice ghosts from the past resurface to form a familiar space. A nexus is recreated and again one feels that all this simply had to be and couldn't have been another way, that all things led to this moment because something is supposed to happen next.