Vivid pt. 2

It was all worth it. Worth it! Magical. What a wonderful collapsing bridge of emotion. Intuition, my Lord, I will follow you anywhere! You know and have always known what is best for me. You are the one, more than anyone and myself who will pick and choose the right pains and pleasures, toils and treats, that will make me my richest self. • But again, what delicacy, what overdose, all of it: heart beats, cold, fear, restlessness, unsure fullness, relief, guilt, staticity, lonesomeness, waiting, confusion, loss for words or actions, regret, wariness of the next move, decision between spouting something merely safe or just the truth with all its entropic possibilities, reassurance of taking action, gladness after the leap of faith, unfear at the fear of failure, knowledge that failure is an illusion. Forward is the way. Forward is, the Way. Always forward. • Be a door for feelings to pass through. Bring events into being. Take the chance. If there is one thing that is All Things it's "Always take the chance". Let's defer Regret to the distant past. Let's cross the bridge-border to this new land, never to return to the Languishing. Fuel the heart. Understand that the heart is alchemic, and that it'll demand a change of fuel-kind once in a-while, if, as you should, you wish it to keep burning bright, rather than mere ember. Exhale.